Its been a while, I know. I'm still doing Insanity & am yet to insane. Actually I did a week ago, I had my breaking point with the workout to where I started crying & didn't want to do it anymore. Anyways, I've been living in Fresno with some really good friends as room mates since August & now it seems like my time has ended here. It was bound to happen eventually. I had been offered to rent a room in Clovis for $450+ but I would not be in my ward boundaries & a bit far from my dear old Madera. I guess I'm just so use to being close to my family being right off freeway 41, that it was such a convenience of the freeway.
Anyways, I turned that one room down. My oldest sister Amalia has offered to let me stay with her, but I told her that that would be a last resort if things go sour when I move back home with my mom. Which I'm still debating whether I want to live with my mom or dad. I really just want to live in Fresno within my ward boundaries with room mates. *sigh* I guess things are really starting to 'sink in' the more I write about this. Its really difficult to move back in with parents after being 'independent,' I'm going to try & convince some friends to rent an apartment with me. Right now I am asking people if they know anyone LDS who is willing to rent a room to me within my ward boundaries.
Pray for me as I am praying for myself to find a good place.
